Review of the old year.

With 2011 around its time to review what happened last year.

1. I got chance in MES appointed as RMO cum clinical tutor in Bankura medical college.

2. I stay in Bankura for three days Wed to sat. I come back by Sat evening.

3. I have booked a flat in Rampurhat and am likely to get the flat by june 2011.

4. Rinku became pregnant though I never wanted it. She will always do whatever I do not want. I do not want a baby at the age of 42.

5. I appeared in the exam for Assist. professor, hope to get elevation.

6. I have become 80 kilos. Its now or never for me. I have started to avoid eggs. Started taking fruits.

7, We went to Delhi to attend conference. For the first time I went by plane. It was a good experience.

8. I am having controlled private practice.

9. Total asset should be  50 lakh +.

10. My greatest achievement this year is to be able to get out of Rampurhat hospital and join BSMC. I congratulate myself for that.

we went to nataraj circus. It didnot charm me anyway.

assistant professor

Now that advertisement for assistant professor both departmental promotion and MES is there in the web. Day dreaming has begun Let Me see what happens

joining mes review.

I decided that I shall review my decision to join MES from time to time. Still now I am very happy and congratulate myself for taking that decision

ileosigmoid knotting

Day before yesterday I was operating a case of intestinal obstruction. For the first time i found an ileo sigmoid knotting. I couldnot do it .i have to call my VS, I was ashamed a bit. But I am learning.

Lap chole

I did my first lap chole. Not totally. 3o% was done by Dr S B SAHA. Any way It was a satisfying experience. I also watched one lap hernia. Now I know that it is no more a difficult procedure. I think I am going in the right direction

I have to give a treat to my unit member for the lap chole at Saptaparna. It costed Rs. 1845.

joining MES REVIEW OF DECISSION 1

After one month of joining MES I am feeling a lot more confident, with an increase in no of cases. So far I think I was right in joining MES

change of house

I am having a terrible problem. I have to leave the quarter. I didnot want the accomodation at Keshri’s place. It is small, congested. I DONOT LIKE IT. But I have no choice. Let ME see what is in store for me.

Of late I am Having a better practice.

first two days at BSMC

I stayed in shibananda hotel. My VS is not bad not good type fellow. In the ot  I was allowed to to do nephrostomy and one piles operation. At night i was performing ES duty I did one ileo ileal anastomosis and assisted PGT in one case of gangrenous appendix. Then I came back.

Joining MES: is it a correct decision?

When I used to study  In SSKM. I used to see the financially poor condition of my teachers and I used to say I shall never join MES. The Almighty must have laughed. Now after 10 years of health service I desperately wanted to join MES.

LET me consider the good and bad side of it.

At first  the bads

1. My parents will feel lonelier.

2. I shall lose whatever practice I have developed in Rampurahat.

3. If I have to maintain Two establishment my expenses will increase.

4. My dream of building a big house with a garden will    remain                   unfulfilled

5. For sometime I shall fell some sort of insecurity about the home.

6. Santu Will lose his Job. Where to keep the car?

7. I have live now in Bankura which is very hot with scarcity of water.

Now the goods.

!. I shall learn laparoscopy.

2. I can do all the operation. Few of my shakiness in some operation will go away.

3. Actually I hope to have a better practice as I shall be a better surgeon.

4. I shall be able spend quality time with my family and parents as there will be  no tension related to work.

5. I can finally settle in Calcutta. Hopefully I can provide my son better education

6. My job will be quality wok. Not like that of SD hospital.

7. I can get some job at private medical college after retirement.

8. For some time I was feeling I cannot continue to work in Rampurhat under so Much of pressure.

9. I hope for many more

10. I pray to GOD for correct blend of practice and peace of mind .

RMO CUM CLINICAL TUTOR

I was so much worried about my release. but one can never know the future. They say Enemy’s enemy is your friend and it was proved again. I was never a good boy of AHSD. But Dr D Das was their enemy no. 1. They forced superintendent to release me in a hurry to create problem for Dr Das. The news of my My transfer order has spread like fire. So many people are telephoning me and asking me. This little bit of recognition actually helps you a lot. Absolute chaos is prevailing in hospital so far is the surgical department is considered. Nobody is sure about the admission day or who is going to give ward rounds. Anyway that is none of my business.

Now that I have joined BSMC as basic Teacher, I have set up a few goals for me. They are----

1. Learnt to do lap as soon as possible.

2. Do all the operation to my satisfaction.

3. Try to be a good teacher.

4. I shall perform only low risk operation in Rampurhat

I shall review my achievement at regular intervals

NOW

Now that I decided to get out of Rampurhat. I cant wait to do so. I really Do not know How the Life ahead is going to be

MES SUCCEESS

I boasted that I never failed in exams. My pride was at stake as I didn't get a chance in MES first list. Then I got a chance at the 2nd list. my pride was a little bit salvaged. I was sitting in My chamber and at about 5 PM someone telephoned me saying that i got a chance in MES, and I am posted in Bakura Medical College. I checked it in WEBSITE. MY dream came true. Now I am a little worried about release from this hospital.

old digha

old digha
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Accident

I was driving the car. Near the second gate of the hospital  I turned and pressed the brake. A lady probably was coming from behind and couldnot see me stopping and stumbled on to the car and got hurt. I was not at fault. But I was a little nervous. However nothing happened after that. but it was a day full of tension

END OF A DREAM

For more than a month I was day dreaming about my MES prospects. Everyday  I used to telephone someone about possible results. Everyone said that they will recommend my name. I thought  I would get a chance for sure. I even planned my activity after chance in MES. Today results came out and I could not find my name anywhere in the list. I tried whatever I could but I could not make it.

Picnic at mamabhagne pahar