Monday, November 29, 2021

what I could have done

Took father for angiography and plasty.
Was there negligence on my part?
Angiography too risky for this age.
What I did..
1.gave medication as advised by physicians cardiologist.
Did ECG.. which was normal.
Took date for echo which never happened.
Regularly visited father.
Nothing helped as...
He was suffering  from unstable.angina.
Disease progressed very rapidly in a span of one month.

Sunday, November 28, 2021

rik failed to pass in biochemistry in test

I am still not able to recover from death of my father. Still worse , Rik failed in biochemistry. It  i am battling a war inside me. It  is very tough. Putting Rik in mbbs may be a wrong decision.

was the death preventable.

He was suffering from unstable angina. Heart failure. Received all medications as advised by cardiologists and Physicians. The next thing  possible was angioplasty which was too risky in this age. I am mentally shattered. All people are saying this thing is to continue for two months atleast. My father died at the age of 89, in active state, nothing can be better than this. Everybody is destined to die. I am totaly shocked but I must get over it. This is part of life. I am a doctor, so I believe that I could have saved him. Good joke!

Friday, November 26, 2021

my father

I still cannot believe that father is no more

Death of my Father

My Father died. He was suffering from angina and resp distress. I tried to do whatever I could. But that was not enough. He was 89. Lived long. Could have lived a little longer. But it did not matter.

Thursday, November 25, 2021

harvest season

Patients are decreasing. As usual

Thursday, November 18, 2021

158 and 159th lap chole

Lap chole are being done by me more frequently fly than before.

soft tissue tumour by sabysachi

Today sabyasachi was doing a soft tissue tumour in Apanjan NH. It was deep to deep.fascia. After trying for quite some time, he could not do it. He decided to.abandon the procedure. Called me . I did it in 30 secs precisely. Gave me lot of pleasure.

Thursday, November 4, 2021

155,156, and 157th lap chole

Three lap chole in 3 days in asha nh.