ectopic

Started to take metoprolol. Ectopic has decreased and seem to be well under control. Though it is occurring about 10 times a day

madhumita is dead

My classmate of MBBS IS DEAD. She was suffering from some sort of myopathy.  Now I am scared of death. Years ago i found my father used to be anxious when his friends passed away. For the first time I am feeling uneasy.

kolghat

Two days trip to kolaghat. Stay in sonar bangla. Good hotel on the bank of Rupnarayan. Small vilage,. nothing to see. Just the Rupnarayan river and "pet pujo".

Anyway enjoyed the trip after long time. Didnot go anywhere for three yrs due to covid pandemic 

ventricular ectopic 2

It is continuing. On taking alzolam, it has decreased but it is occurring.

my parents

I cannot forget my parents. I am having the same pain. My house is nearing completion. I wish my parents could see it. My mother used to love me so much.

ventricular bectopic

I am having ventricular ectopic. But worried. Had similar problem rbyrs ago . Become okay without med. Let me see what happens this time.

less than 1 yr two irreplaceable losses

system broken

There was a system in our life. We use to work outside. Our parents used to live in Kaitha. They would call us every day. During all Puja and parbon we all come to kaitha. We will have fun togather. We will play cricket. We will buy clothes for our parents. We will burn firecrackers. But with death of both parents this system is gone. Our pujo will never be the same. Nobody will call us during parbon. Nabanna and other parbons will be extinct in our life.  But probably Thai is the design of God. Old system, good or bad goes away new ones come. We will live our lives in a new way.

বাবা, বাবা, বাবারে, একবার আই।

মা মারা গেল। 8 মাস আমার কাছে ছিল।আমাকে চোখে হারাতো। বাবা বলে ডাকতো। বাবা বাবা, আয়। আমার বাবা।বাবাকে ডাকবো না। 

বুকটা ফেটে যাচ্ছে। মুখাগ্নি করলাম। মাকে এখনও চুল্লিতে ঢোকায় নি। এবার ঢোকাচ্ছে। যান মা, জীর্ণ শরীর ত্যাগ করে নতুন শরীর গ্রহণ করুন

my mother is dying

Deeply comatose. SPO2 dropping.mother is gasping. I cannot tolerate the sight.  I am missing my father. Again I am having the same pain as before. I really cannot tolerate it. Almighty pls give me strength.

is my mother alright

All parameters are okay. Pulse ,BP, resp rate, spo2 (with 2 litres of o2) are okay. Mild crepts at lung base and expiratory rhonchi.

Sick look.urine out put is on lower normal side.

i am trying my best

God pls be on my side. Help me to save mother. What wrong have I done?  The moment I felt something wrong with my mom i rushed her to hospital. Gave her the best possible treatment that is available 

mother recovery

Mother is slowly recovering. Nobody asks about mother. Nobody comes to see my mother. Once upon a time she was centre of everything. Now she has been abandoned by everyone. What a  tragic life is this. I miss my father very much. I have a lot to complain but where should I complain. I am little worried about my mother but I cannot express it to any one. Nobody just bothers about her. My mother had cva, now she will become a cardiac pt too. Nobody will love her. Mother wants to come home, but nobody is waiting for her. What a tragedy. I love my mother.

man proposes and God disposes

I planned to have a grand pujo at Kaitha. But But what happened? Mother hospitalised. Utpal hospitalised. Rinku ,Rik down with fever. I somehow recovered from fever.

mother had Heart attack?

Physician commented that mother had Heart attack. Trop T positive. I am shocked and disturbed. But I put her under proper management immediately. Every mother will die one day. Every son will feel the pain. I did my best as a son. Let me see what Ma Durga wants. 

mother hospitalised

She had RTI. May be corona. SPO2 went down to below 80  percent. Rushed her to Asha NH. Gave O2,mehyl prednisolone 40 mg, inj PIPJO. She is stable now.

worst pujo of my life

Last year my father was alive and we enjoyed pujo like as we did always. This year it is a different story. I tried my best to go to kaitha and celebrate pujo. But it was not to happen. Utpal contacted corona and and got hospitalised. All of us , myself ,Rinku, Champa, ma is down with fever. It is a horrible state. I think it is not the desire of Devi that we go to kaitha this year. We are so helpless in front of nature.

Goutam mithu's husband.

Goutam is seriously ill. He is having paraplegia. MRI showed compression fracture of L3 vertebra with multiple Mets. Supraclavicular lymphnodes are palpable  ascites. His days are numbered 

kidney stones

I operated on many kidney stone, but last wk i removed 50 stones from kidney . Amazing 

soumya's appendix

Soumya had Acute Appendicitis. He was admitted in Ranaghat Nursing Home. Brought him from there  operated today. Grossly inflammed. Pus formation was there. Operated carefully. Peritoneal toiletting was done . C R drain was placed in pelvis. 

building house

I am building a house. I donot know if it is right or wrong. 40 lakhs gone. Still lot of money to spend. I am really in short of money. I donot know what to do . I am in a fix.

defeated

I have lost the battle because I was wrong. Hanging at basement is not legal. So it has to be dismantled. I lost because I was wrong. My father was always at the right path, so he never lost 

problems at peak

Problems are probably reaching its peak. Panchayet meeting today. Trda seems to become active again. 144 in my is not vacated. I think it is the peak. Now it should take a downward turn. Hopefully panchayet problem wil be solved today. The 144 is going to vacated next Wednesday. 

Only that i sometimes loose nerve. I am not as strong as my father. I miss my father a lot now.

be strong

Lot of problems all around. One has to become strong enough to face it. My father was a very strong person. I am not. 

bad time

I am still having a very bad time. That t tube which was operated  in PG again got stuck. Now party is not listening to me.they are probably taking pt to some other place 

An inguinal hernia has recurred

Things are not occuring smoothly.

Life is not smoothie.

There was a dispute regarding wall of of newly built house. That seem to have come near settlement. One problem after another is popping up. What to do?

one good news at last

Sukla, t tube patient has been operated in SSKM

bad time is prolonged

Another pt of cbd stone which I have operated one year ago has complained of pain abdomen. Usg revealed cbd stone. Though post op t tube cholangiogram was normal. Things are not going well for me.

lot of problems

Suddenly lot of problem have come.all together. I was building a house. Suddenly a few people started objecting. Making a total chaos.

A t tube was not coming out of a post op patient. Pt sent to PG.

A cholecystectomy was done two yrs ago. She is having a CBD stone. They are on the offensive.

I am in a mess.  Trying get over it.

rik passed 1st MBBS

He got 545. And passed. Not the best result but still crossed the handle.

dry market continuing

Frustrated.

h flap

chamber dried up.

It should not have happened after 17 yrs of practice

lap chole .....not counting any more

I started to count lap chole operation since when I started doing it in BANKURA.  Now I did more than 160 cae with reasonable success. Lat wk I operated on Mithu my cousin. She was discharged next day. I am no more counting.

163 lap chole

Another two done in Asha

sitting in chamber idly

2 patients in chamber

I cannot remember when I saw only 2 patients in chamber. Practice is always down during these periods. It is too much.