Friday, December 18, 2020

admitted rikin KPC

Admitted Rik in KPC. NO DIFFICULTY. Only i had to spend 50lakh. Kpc is clean. Could not find much patients. Lot of students are roaming around. There were lot of car with doctor's sticker.  Ate in College canteen. Good food.

Friday, December 4, 2020

piles of Dr Ashok Chatterjee

I operated on Dr Ashok Chatterjee. Hemorrhoidectomy. It gave me a lot of pleasure.

133rdlap chole

I am having confidence in lap chole.

Saturday, November 28, 2020

132nd lap

3 lap chole done in quick succession.

Thursday, November 12, 2020

chamber dried up

Chamber pt has decreased substantially. 4 patient today. Pathetic.

Monday, October 26, 2020

Sunday, September 13, 2020

neet

We are going to Durgapur for Rik's Neet exam.He has worked hard. For 1 and half yr. Oh God! Pls help him to do well in the exam. You have always helped me. Whenever I am in distress You have protected me. Pls show the same kindness to my son also.  I need your blessing. I prayed to You for my mother. You cured her. Nothing is impossible for You.

Thursday, September 3, 2020

129th lap chole

Done confidently with hook

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

127th and 128th lap chole

Dome in style with hook. 127th was a fatty male , son of Jharna masi.

Saturday, August 1, 2020

126th lap chole

Easy  gall bladder. Done in less than 30 mins. Now dissecting with hook. Totally satisfied.

Thursday, July 23, 2020

mother went back home

Finally my mother went home. After aperiod of 6 months she is back in her home. My greatest achievement so far as doctor.

Tuesday, June 30, 2020

two conversion consequitive

Two lap chole converted to open. I am bit frustrated. 

Sunday, June 28, 2020

124th lap chole (60th)

After quite some time I did 4 lap chole. All are doing well. I learnt new techniques  of lap chole from YouTube  from a brazillian  surgeon igortferriera. 

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

mother can walk a little

Mother can walk a little with support. Very slow progress

Sunday, June 7, 2020

corona ....no sign of decrease

Corona cases are on the rise. Only good news it is decreasing around the world. It's  fatality  is around 3 percent.  Several vaccine are being investigated. One vaccine is supposed  to be available by September. Till then it is up to the almighty. 
My mother is able to take few steps with support. 

Monday, June 1, 2020

Corona continues

Corona is continuing.  Cases are increasing everyday. But India like the whole world is lifting lockdown. Because India cannot afford it. But will it push us to the brink. Biggest challenge  this year  to remain alive.
My mother is improving slowly. She can walk a few steps with support.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

corona

I always wake up in the morning and look for the good news. But corona has not stopped it's not massacre. Thousands dying everyday around the world. A vaccine is still one year away. We do not know whether we can survive till that period.

Thursday, April 2, 2020

corona pandemic

I was stressed with my mother, now that corona pandemic started taking lot of lives all over the world. It is spreading with massive speed in india. India has declared lockdown to prevent spread of the disease. It is not working as of now. I thought like many others hot weather will stop corona, but it is not working as of now. We are very tensed. Rik returned from kota Rajasthan 10 days ago . For the first time I was scared to come in contact with him, because I might catch the disease. But 10 days gone ,he is not showing any symptoms, so it is likely that that he hs not contacted the disease. Now fear is with our domestic helps and me. We have to go out for hospital work. Quite alarmed, i somoy know when will this stop. I have never seen such things before. A virus is killing thousands of people around the world everyday. Mighty US and UK are unable to do anything. Every day I wake up in morning and think I shall hear some good news. But there is nothing. Numbers are increasing at a horrible speed. Almost a lakh people is being affected everyday. I am scared. Oh God save us, save the mankind.

Monday, March 16, 2020

mother can sit on wheel chair.

Mother is not able to eat semisolid diet. But she can sit on wheel chair.

Thursday, March 12, 2020

slight movement of left hand

Sleeping by the day and awake during night. Showing little movement of left hand.

Sunday, March 8, 2020

sleeping too much

My mother is sleeping too much. Always saying that she is unwell. Trying my best. Moving rt hand but not other parts. Is she improving?

Friday, March 6, 2020

mother showed slight movement of left foot

While there is no other progress mother started to move his left foot a little. That is inspiring

Wednesday, March 4, 2020

mother improving slowly but surely

Mother moving head better, moving rt hand more.level of consciousness is better.

Tuesday, March 3, 2020

getting tired and frustrated

It is a long battle. Progress is slow. Sometimes I am getting tired and frustrated. Lot of expenses, nobody is helping. God help me. But  I am a winner ,so I have to win it .God wiLlin  I shall cure my mother and make her stand and walk again.

mother fully conscious

Mother full conscious but no movement of rt foot or left limbs. Shall continue physiotherapy and wait. Dyseletrolytemia is causing little problem.

Monday, March 2, 2020

mother gross improvement

For last two days mother showing gross improvement in sensorium. Communicating well verbally, but unable to move her limbs. Will require lot of physiotherapy. Lot of patience. Now preparing to bring her to home.

Saturday, February 29, 2020

mother called me

Mother was alright in the morning. Suddenly she vomited in the afternoon and created some panic. Recovered. And said "pulak koi"  I went near her and said "Ma". She replied "Byata" i repeated it 3 times got same reply. I was amazed. Ma also recognised Santu. Mother needs lot of physiotherapy. I shall try oral feeding tomorrow. It's a long battle and i want to win it.

Friday, February 28, 2020

mother improving

She became little serious in the morning. Recovered well. Spontaneous eye opening. Eye opening on speech consistently. 

mother

Occasional spontaneous eye opening .eye opening to speech. Lateral neck movement.

Thursday, February 27, 2020

20th and 21st day of mother

Slow but definite improvement. 1.smuth respiration.2. rate consistently below 26.     Mother opening eye on pain. Verbal response though not convincing. Parameters are normal. Everybody is getting frustrated Including my father. But rapid improvement is not going to occur. I shall keep a log  of mother's improvements.

Sunday, February 23, 2020

16 days

Mother is in coma. She can breathe without oxygen. No response whatsoever. To think mother has not called me for 15 days."ki korchho beta". I am desperate to hear that again. My two elderbrothers has adjusted quite well to situation. I cannot. Why? Did my mother love me more? Or did  I love her the most? Or am I an emotional fool.

Wednesday, February 19, 2020

14 th day

Today is 14th day my mother is in coma. Only for a minute or two mother wakes up talks one or two words ,then slips back to coma. I am feeling exhausted.

so much pain

I cannot tolerate the idea of my mother being dead. I am trying my level best. But my mother is not. recovering. My elder brother are doing well. But iam not able to tolerate. I have lost a couple of kg weight. When I think, for last many days my mother even didn't exist in my life. 1 Phone call in the evening was all that used to connect us. I always used to feel disturbed by phone call. But I never thought that the idea of my mother getting separated will give me such pain. But I can not get out of it. I know mother is not going to live forever. But I cannot tolerate the idea. Oh God save my mother this time. Ma tell me what to do , give me the strength, i can not live in this problem.

Friday, February 14, 2020

truth of life

God has made our body amenable to death. No man woman however powerful is able to live according to his desire. Is there will be total vacuum after her death. Everyday, everytime you will remember her, but she cannot survive. Only way to keep her immortal is to die before her death. Otherwise if you live she has to go one day. She will be irreplaceable but it is God's plan of work to do things like that. You cannot change that. Try as much as you can then carry with your activities because probably God wants it that way. No father or mother is allowed allowed to live for ever. You are taking too much of stress which is harmful for you. Just think how irregularly you used to visit your parents, how much annoyed you used to get by receiving their phone calls. So their job for you is over. Now you have to do job for you son..So try to save her her life but do not get too much stressed.

Thursday, February 13, 2020

my mother

My mother had CVA last Friday. She had one episode of vomiting and the she could not stand any more. Brought in quickly to Rampurhat I admitted her to Asha NH. Ct scan revealed  intracerebral hge. With intra ventricular extension. Mother responded well initially before slipping into coma. She is not responding for last two days. My father is asking to remove life support.

Thursday, January 30, 2020

new battle in Rampurhat

Dr siddhartha biswas is propagating whatever he is doing. He is too media friendly. I have to dislodge him.

kota 3rd time

Going to kota for 3rd time. As always I prefer to travel  by train. Ac two tier side lower birth.

Friday, January 24, 2020

119 and 120th lap chole (59 and 60)

Ist one was easy, 2nd one was tough. Last one gave me one sleepless night since i thought cbd injury might have happened. But God saved me as there was no bile leak or jaundice after 2 days.

Thursday, January 23, 2020

ot patients dried up

Just like every yr i am doing less operation pt now. Doing chamber everyday. Getting chamber pt but no ot pt. I know this is temporary