Dull market

Practice reaching the bottom. Barely reached double figure today.

Down hill practice

Again with the begining of winter, the harvesting season began and practice took a downhill turn. I cannot remember the last time I didn't have any operation on Saturday.
Today I donot have any operation on Saturday. No of patients in chamber  patients also decreased.
I hope it is universal. Last Wednesday opd was also finished quickly.
Review of blog revealed less no of patients in this period last year also. It will continue till March.
15 pts today.
Tough time ahead. So much expenses all around.

Gour express

It is very bad train to say the least. I always runs late. Just because it arrives at around 12 midnight, I board it.

96th lap chole

easy female gallbladder. done in style within 45 mins.

very hard to cope up

sometimes i feel like being milked like a cow. whoever gets chance squeezes me. so much expenses every day.  even i try my best i cannot cope up. everyday it is increasing.  even with a cardiac disease i try as much as possible. But unfortunately that is not enough. i am becoming irritable day by day.   i know everybody is having a not-so-good impression about me. But I always tried to be a good son, good brother, a good father or a good husband. but whoever meets me always wants this thing or that thing, either in cash or kind. Their hands are always up and never down. Added to this is the stress of my professsion.
Everything tightening the noose around my neck. i am unable to handle the stress. It is like riding a tiger's back. i donot know how i got there, but i just cannot get down.