jayanta is dead, shibuda has lung cancer

My day started with two bad news. Jayanta a group D staff of our hospital and used to assist different operations in nursing home, consumed poison and is dead. Shibuda , my long time assistant of open chole is having lung cancer. I got totally depressed. That is not how you start the day.

tough time in private practice

I am quite number of patient in chamber but ot patient have dried up. I don't know when this tension etc is going to end. When you have lot of operation  you fill bored, when you don't have parents you are still worried.

chhayanir

29th falun, 1430, 13th March 2024, I finally  entered my new house. After much deliberations,  name of the house was decided to be chhayanir. A name that was decided by my father, after my mother ' s name.

chamber empty

Like ever year patients have dried up in chamber. I have now 3 chamber, even total no of patients are 10 or even less. Sometime i feel very disappointed, but that is part of life.

last year(2023}

 when i reviewed last year, i found the following.

1. i was gradually recovering from the loss of my mother.

2. low practice in upto march

3. i was building my house and it seems to nearing finish.

4. mejomama died.

5, utpal had few health problem, went to nimhans for treatment..

6. i had ectopic beats throughout the year. got very anxious, finally discovered it is the game of chess which is causing the stress. i stopped playing chess and things improved immediately.

7. After 3 years we went to darjeeling in march and vizag  in Decenber.

photos. of vizag

last day at vizag

I went to conferencein the morning , attended sessions upto 1 pm, then took lunch  Then we went to kursura  sumarine museum.  Atleast we saw a submarine from inside. We also saw a fighter plane. Then we went to RK beach,  stayed there for a while. Went back to hotel. Took dinner at 7 30 pm then set off for station. Train came in time. Train compartment looked dirty, the bedsheets were dirty, ac was not that cool. Anyway that's how our trip to vizag ended.