ventricular bectopic

I am having ventricular ectopic. But worried. Had similar problem rbyrs ago . Become okay without med. Let me see what happens this time.

less than 1 yr two irreplaceable losses

system broken

There was a system in our life. We use to work outside. Our parents used to live in Kaitha. They would call us every day. During all Puja and parbon we all come to kaitha. We will have fun togather. We will play cricket. We will buy clothes for our parents. We will burn firecrackers. But with death of both parents this system is gone. Our pujo will never be the same. Nobody will call us during parbon. Nabanna and other parbons will be extinct in our life.  But probably Thai is the design of God. Old system, good or bad goes away new ones come. We will live our lives in a new way.

বাবা, বাবা, বাবারে, একবার আই।

মা মারা গেল। 8 মাস আমার কাছে ছিল।আমাকে চোখে হারাতো। বাবা বলে ডাকতো। বাবা বাবা, আয়। আমার বাবা।বাবাকে ডাকবো না। 

বুকটা ফেটে যাচ্ছে। মুখাগ্নি করলাম। মাকে এখনও চুল্লিতে ঢোকায় নি। এবার ঢোকাচ্ছে। যান মা, জীর্ণ শরীর ত্যাগ করে নতুন শরীর গ্রহণ করুন

my mother is dying

Deeply comatose. SPO2 dropping.mother is gasping. I cannot tolerate the sight.  I am missing my father. Again I am having the same pain as before. I really cannot tolerate it. Almighty pls give me strength.

is my mother alright

All parameters are okay. Pulse ,BP, resp rate, spo2 (with 2 litres of o2) are okay. Mild crepts at lung base and expiratory rhonchi.

Sick look.urine out put is on lower normal side.

i am trying my best

God pls be on my side. Help me to save mother. What wrong have I done?  The moment I felt something wrong with my mom i rushed her to hospital. Gave her the best possible treatment that is available 

mother recovery

Mother is slowly recovering. Nobody asks about mother. Nobody comes to see my mother. Once upon a time she was centre of everything. Now she has been abandoned by everyone. What a  tragic life is this. I miss my father very much. I have a lot to complain but where should I complain. I am little worried about my mother but I cannot express it to any one. Nobody just bothers about her. My mother had cva, now she will become a cardiac pt too. Nobody will love her. Mother wants to come home, but nobody is waiting for her. What a tragedy. I love my mother.

man proposes and God disposes

I planned to have a grand pujo at Kaitha. But But what happened? Mother hospitalised. Utpal hospitalised. Rinku ,Rik down with fever. I somehow recovered from fever.

mother had Heart attack?

Physician commented that mother had Heart attack. Trop T positive. I am shocked and disturbed. But I put her under proper management immediately. Every mother will die one day. Every son will feel the pain. I did my best as a son. Let me see what Ma Durga wants. 

mother hospitalised

She had RTI. May be corona. SPO2 went down to below 80  percent. Rushed her to Asha NH. Gave O2,mehyl prednisolone 40 mg, inj PIPJO. She is stable now.

worst pujo of my life

Last year my father was alive and we enjoyed pujo like as we did always. This year it is a different story. I tried my best to go to kaitha and celebrate pujo. But it was not to happen. Utpal contacted corona and and got hospitalised. All of us , myself ,Rinku, Champa, ma is down with fever. It is a horrible state. I think it is not the desire of Devi that we go to kaitha this year. We are so helpless in front of nature.