worst pujo of my life

Last year my father was alive and we enjoyed pujo like as we did always. This year it is a different story. I tried my best to go to kaitha and celebrate pujo. But it was not to happen. Utpal contacted corona and and got hospitalised. All of us , myself ,Rinku, Champa, ma is down with fever. It is a horrible state. I think it is not the desire of Devi that we go to kaitha this year. We are so helpless in front of nature.