joining mes review.

I decided that I shall review my decision to join MES from time to time. Still now I am very happy and congratulate myself for taking that decision

ileosigmoid knotting

Day before yesterday I was operating a case of intestinal obstruction. For the first time i found an ileo sigmoid knotting. I couldnot do it .i have to call my VS, I was ashamed a bit. But I am learning.

Lap chole

I did my first lap chole. Not totally. 3o% was done by Dr S B SAHA. Any way It was a satisfying experience. I also watched one lap hernia. Now I know that it is no more a difficult procedure. I think I am going in the right direction

I have to give a treat to my unit member for the lap chole at Saptaparna. It costed Rs. 1845.

joining MES REVIEW OF DECISSION 1

After one month of joining MES I am feeling a lot more confident, with an increase in no of cases. So far I think I was right in joining MES

change of house

I am having a terrible problem. I have to leave the quarter. I didnot want the accomodation at Keshri’s place. It is small, congested. I DONOT LIKE IT. But I have no choice. Let ME see what is in store for me.

Of late I am Having a better practice.

first two days at BSMC

I stayed in shibananda hotel. My VS is not bad not good type fellow. In the ot  I was allowed to to do nephrostomy and one piles operation. At night i was performing ES duty I did one ileo ileal anastomosis and assisted PGT in one case of gangrenous appendix. Then I came back.

Joining MES: is it a correct decision?

When I used to study  In SSKM. I used to see the financially poor condition of my teachers and I used to say I shall never join MES. The Almighty must have laughed. Now after 10 years of health service I desperately wanted to join MES.

LET me consider the good and bad side of it.

At first  the bads

1. My parents will feel lonelier.

2. I shall lose whatever practice I have developed in Rampurahat.

3. If I have to maintain Two establishment my expenses will increase.

4. My dream of building a big house with a garden will    remain                   unfulfilled

5. For sometime I shall fell some sort of insecurity about the home.

6. Santu Will lose his Job. Where to keep the car?

7. I have live now in Bankura which is very hot with scarcity of water.

Now the goods.

!. I shall learn laparoscopy.

2. I can do all the operation. Few of my shakiness in some operation will go away.

3. Actually I hope to have a better practice as I shall be a better surgeon.

4. I shall be able spend quality time with my family and parents as there will be  no tension related to work.

5. I can finally settle in Calcutta. Hopefully I can provide my son better education

6. My job will be quality wok. Not like that of SD hospital.

7. I can get some job at private medical college after retirement.

8. For some time I was feeling I cannot continue to work in Rampurhat under so Much of pressure.

9. I hope for many more

10. I pray to GOD for correct blend of practice and peace of mind .