tarun is dead

He was not of my age but we played togather in our childhood. He also had heart bypass surgery and all of a sudden he died. I have such an awkward feeling.

bad times again

Things are not happening exactly the way I want. One post appendectomy patient developed  pelvic abscess. Now that I have to operate again.

I want to buy....

I always wanted to buy many things but couldnot because it will be a waste of money

1. a telescope 

2. 3d printer

3. Dslr camera

4. Robo vaccum cleaner

A long healthy life if that is available.

inverter battery changed

Last batter changed 10 yrs ago. That was a long time

rik failed in 2nd mbbs

Today I performed a branchial cyst operation. Case hase been filed for probate, so summon was served to barda. Barda called me saying that he wants to talk. I was happy........... then Rik called me and said he failed in microbiology.

What to say. He maintained the tradition of performing badly in exams.

after 20 yrs

Suddenly it dawned in my mind. I may not be alive after 20 yrs.Just this thought is so alarming and scary.

bad times again

Last year during this time, i had bad times. Land problem, sukla was puzzling me. Now again a patient underwent partial cholecystectomy 8 months ago, developed gall stone. They hired few gundas to black mail me. I had to promise to give rs 1.2 lakh. I feel terrible. I feel like being crushed to earth. But I think this sort of off the court settlement is better. Everyone has to do it. So far I gave 3.5 lakh. I donot think it is a big amount.