bad times again

Last year during this time, i had bad times. Land problem, sukla was puzzling me. Now again a patient underwent partial cholecystectomy 8 months ago, developed gall stone. They hired few gundas to black mail me. I had to promise to give rs 1.2 lakh. I feel terrible. I feel like being crushed to earth. But I think this sort of off the court settlement is better. Everyone has to do it. So far I gave 3.5 lakh. I donot think it is a big amount.