we were five

Since childhood I used to count that we were five. My parents and we ....three brothers. Then new members joined, our family became larger and larger. But with death of our parents numbers are decreasing.

puja at kaitha

Throughout our life we are spending pujo at Kaitha. We tried same thing this year. How did it go. It is never the same without my parents.  We tried everything . We played cricket,  burst crackers but no... something is not there.Utpal is sick, barda is not there. Not the same. We must rethink and find a better way of spending  puja. 

mejomam died

After short of prolonged illness mejomama breathed his last. He was not our favourite mama, but he was very affectionate. He wa a simple village man. He never knew what to say and when to say. He used to say inappropriate things at times but not on purpose. I thought I should go to bahadurpur to see him, but it did not happen. We are all so busy!!

throat problem

I am having some problem relating to my throat. While talking for some time, I feel a foreign body sensation in my throat and it leads to violent cough. I t improves after taking a glass of water. It occuring frequently...once a day. I used to have this problem  for sa 5 yrs or more. They were less frequent. It bused to occur once in 6 months or so. Is it something? A little worried 

tarun is dead

He was not of my age but we played togather in our childhood. He also had heart bypass surgery and all of a sudden he died. I have such an awkward feeling.

bad times again

Things are not happening exactly the way I want. One post appendectomy patient developed  pelvic abscess. Now that I have to operate again.

I want to buy....

I always wanted to buy many things but couldnot because it will be a waste of money

1. a telescope 

2. 3d printer

3. Dslr camera

4. Robo vaccum cleaner

A long healthy life if that is available.