বাড়ী যাব!

From the day I went to berhampore for higher secondary education, I used to say বাড়ী যাব। It meant "Kaitha". Since the death of my parents, i often say to myself "বাড়ী যাব।" But I donot know where to go. বাড়ী was the ultimate place of peace. The building is still there, but বাড়ী is missing . I built a house in Rampurhat. It costed about 1 crore. But it failed to become the বাড়ী, my Kaitha residence was.