Wednesday, October 5, 2022

is my mother alright

All parameters are okay. Pulse ,BP, resp rate, spo2 (with 2 litres of o2) are okay. Mild crepts at lung base and expiratory rhonchi.
Sick look.urine out put is on lower normal side.

i am trying my best

God pls be on my side. Help me to save mother. What wrong have I done?  The moment I felt something wrong with my mom i rushed her to hospital. Gave her the best possible treatment that is available 

Tuesday, October 4, 2022

mother recovery

Mother is slowly recovering. Nobody asks about mother. Nobody comes to see my mother. Once upon a time she was centre of everything. Now she has been abandoned by everyone. What a  tragic life is this. I miss my father very much. I have a lot to complain but where should I complain. I am little worried about my mother but I cannot express it to any one. Nobody just bothers about her. My mother had cva, now she will become a cardiac pt too. Nobody will love her. Mother wants to come home, but nobody is waiting for her. What a tragedy. I love my mother.

man proposes and God disposes

I planned to have a grand pujo at Kaitha. But But what happened? Mother hospitalised. Utpal hospitalised. Rinku ,Rik down with fever. I somehow recovered from fever.

mother had Heart attack?

Physician commented that mother had Heart attack. Trop T positive. I am shocked and disturbed. But I put her under proper management immediately. Every mother will die one day. Every son will feel the pain. I did my best as a son. Let me see what Ma Durga wants. 

Monday, October 3, 2022

mother hospitalised

She had RTI. May be corona. SPO2 went down to below 80  percent. Rushed her to Asha NH. Gave O2,mehyl prednisolone 40 mg, inj PIPJO. She is stable now.

worst pujo of my life

Last year my father was alive and we enjoyed pujo like as we did always. This year it is a different story. I tried my best to go to kaitha and celebrate pujo. But it was not to happen. Utpal contacted corona and and got hospitalised. All of us , myself ,Rinku, Champa, ma is down with fever. It is a horrible state. I think it is not the desire of Devi that we go to kaitha this year. We are so helpless in front of nature.